validate.

i was advised to validate my emotions.

i've been on this weird emotional roller coaster.

like today, my day was pretty good. time was flying at work, raised some money for the March of Dimes, and came home to a nap. spent the latter part of the day with my wonderful boyfriend, we had dinner and HE went shopping. ahhaha. i'm on a budget, but i got to pick out his clothes for him! he sure is going to look handsome, more so than usual! love him! so yeah, it was torture for me not to go to the juniors section and pick up some clothes. sticking to my budget this month. anyways, back to my roller coaster. so i was doing fine, had a lovely day then i came home and broke down. when i'm alone in my room after a good day, thats when it all catches up with me, my stress, that is. i'm working on it. i know that tomorrow will be a better day, and as i continue to pray for the emotional and spiritual strength to overcome my blues, i will be happy and blessed, as i was before. this is a real test of patience, and i will overcome this.

sunday! i won't be going to church, i'm going to sleep in, i know thats bad, but its much needed. then going out to late lunch to have pho with my boo.

gonna read now and hope to get some rest.

:]

beckerrr