then BAM. tuesday just HAD to happen. made an error at work, blah pretty simple thing that i did wrong. then BAM wednesday just HAD to happen, and made another error at freaggin' work.
its not that hard, it really isn't. my mind has been all over the place lately, i'm hoping to start focusing again, soon.
i seriously need some prayer, please! i just don't want to lose my job, and health benefits. this is a necessity! i'm going to really buckle down, and do things the right way. i hate when i'm bad at things, it makes me lose interest, so hopefully i can pick myself back up to where i was. i just hope it isn't too late to revive...
other than that...spent a lot of time with my Baby Ethan,
as for friday, it went by pretty fast. enjoyed the evening with the boy & his lovely family. the weather was beautiful. hope it lasts...!
i'm really trying to find that one thing that i'm overly passionate about, and i want to excel in it...i'm so impatient and its really wearing me out. i'm still feeling stagnant, and hoping to become a little more optimistic, so that i can get back to my normal self. seems like i don't laugh nearly as much, lately...that's definitely gotta change! maybe i'll pray more, that always seems to help.
time to hit the snooze button, and hopefully get back into my usual routine tomorrow.
liebe.
r.
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