nourishment.

Wow! What a wonderful day.

Started out by sleeping in, woke up at 945. Ran some errands, went to about 7 different stores looking for an Easter dress. I guess I'm just old fashioned, and out of style, because everything was either really short, really low cut, really hideous, or accentuated my hips a little too much...Hopefully I'll find something, soon! Shopping is way too frustrating for me, I got hot and irritated...other than that I found some really great shoes at Dots Clothing store, sandals for $5, they're brown and have turquoise designs. Grabbed some nice cargo shorts from the kids section at Target, for $3! I guess there are some perks to being 5'0 & weighing 105lb!
After shopping, I met up with the boyfriend, and played a round of golf. Not so well, I had one good shot. For some reason he makes me really nervous and I felt so rushed I was just goofing off. Hoping to hit the course next week, while I'm on vacay! It was extremely windy, which may have contributed to my careless attitude, wasn't familiar with the course either. I can play pretty decently, but I just can't focus with him watching me, I guess because I'm sure he's better then me and analyzing my every stance, swing and everything else...hm. After that, continued the Easter dress search, didn't succeed. Had dinner with my brother Matt. I love having him home! 4 years of him being gone... we've spent so much time together. After dinner we ran a few errands and decided to hit the track. He ran 4mi in 23 minutes...I ran 3 in 33 minutes. haha. its a start. I was so close to giving up, and I was feeling really discouraged thinking.. I want to run a half marathon but can't even do a 3 mi... I really just turned my eyes to the sky and repeated Phillipians 4:13 over and over, and ended up doing a full sprint, 1/2 of a mi, and was done. It felt so good. In case I failed to mention it, I'm testing my faith and strength by doing simple, yet insane things. For example: #1 : Wednesday April 7th: Buffalo Wild Wings Blazin' Challenge. 12 habanero wings in 6 minutes, no water, no ranch, no touching your face. I don't think I can do it, but I will. because its worth a shot. #2 is going to be (simple for many, hard for me and my lungs..) hold my breath for 2 minutes, underwater. #3 1/2 marathon in October. I know this is totally silly, and I will probably add more ridiculous things to this list, but it is going to create my testimony of Phil 4:13...people probably think I'm dumb. But I'm just pushing myself to do the things I would never do. Or ever care to do, for that matter! ahha! habanero..ugh!


its almost Easter weekend! YAY!
So! I'm listening to God of this City by Christ Tomlin.

A wonderful song! Making a late night run to Sonic, then taking a shower and getting to bed early. Starting a new routine today, consists of doing lung treatments, vitamins, sleeping, eating and stuff at a decent hour, day after day. Hoping it will help.



Love,

Beckyyy.