whirlwind.

you may hear a lot of discouraging words, good intentions from the misinformed, you will need a strategy, a game plan that you're willing to commit to. establish a routine, unique to your needs, and strive not to stray, learn how to juggle, and i'm not talking about juggling bouncy balls, or anything fun. i mean learn how to juggle your priorities. look ahead with realistic expectations, & try not to stress. look before you jump, and try to stay cool. fight aggressively. be prepared. plan for the future. work out the differences. learn how to cope.don't be afraid to fall. push yourself to your limits, test yourself. you're not the only one, and you're not the last one. don't compare yourself, don't bring yourself down. walk with your head held high. and through out it all, remember to be kinder than necessary, because everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle.









i sometimes feel like i'm two different people. there's the spiritual rebecca, that loves listening to worship songs & loves reading scriptures & going to church. then there's the carnal rebecca who is so caught up in the world. how do i combine both of those, to be one person all the time? i guess each day is one step closer to learning how to do it.

today was a pretty sham day, which makes me kind of sad. i was in bed until 3 p.m. my back & lungs were killing me, so i just laid there waiting for the pain to die down. then i decided to get up, thinking that might help. i cleaned my room...everything but the closet. then i watched lost and had dinner. now i'm here, blogging before i do my treatments.

i still havent decided whether or not to take summer classes at school, hopefully i'll have made up my mind by next week.

whaddaday.

-r.